Friends...
My friends are my life blood, without them i could not exisit, and i stick by them through thick and thin no matter what, and many have done the same for me, i am truely greatfull for having such good friends in my life, and my door is always open for new friends to become apart of it....
I not looking for anyone special right now, and i not looking for sex, sure i a red blooded male but thats something i could only share with that special somebody, perhaps it will come in time in its own natural way, but i am in no hurry... but in the meantime, i am always keen to meet and get to know new people who simply apreciate good company
Oh... and i love hugs!! heehee
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Some old poems i wrote some time ago..........
Demon Inside
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Walk into the vally of death, what wickedness in the shadows await?
Surrounded by eternal mist and failing light, there something moving, your pupils dilate.
The skuttle of feet, your heart quickens its beat, you hope its mearly a dream.
Darkness blinds you, fear binds you, some other deathly scream.
The sound of satanic laughter, the smell of blood soon after, now only silence remains.
Open your eyes and see, that which is about to come to be, the ghastly demon with only hate he contains.
Surrounded by the unknown, sounds of the unseen, you are all alone.
Slowely the demon turns, the ground beneath him burns, body adorned with bone.
The Demon Speaks
"Do not fear, tis I who summoned you here, you and I are the same"
"Do not deny, your life is a lie, but you are not to blame"
"Surrender your soul, then i'll make you whole, you and I are the same"
"you cannot hide, from that which burns inside, but you are not to blame"
You hear the calling, but keep on stalling, life long past gone to waste.
The endless pain, life lived in vain, plagued by troubles you have faced.
Life blood flow free, you look down to see, the gaping wound in your chest.
"Hold me tight, you can see the light, rest your head on my breast"
Feel your life slipping by, you can no longer deny, your life was a lie.
Death invites you, the thrill excites you, finally you say ......
"Goodbye"
Alone
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I am a vampire, dead to the world lifeless inside,
the burning light, this painfull truth I must hide.
Misunderstood, hunted by man,
to end this torment, I do what I can.
In this world I am alone,
these ghostly walls chill me to the bone.
Existance substained, from friends I feed,
but the gentke touch and love I need.
By force of power, dominace of will,
I remain, atop this hill.
Waiting, longing, clinging to hope,
but the bitter truth I cannot cope.
In this world I am alone,
these ghostly walls chill me to the bone.
Existance substained, from friends I feed,
but the gentle touch and love I need.
The holy cross, my dying faith,
closest friend, a distant wraith.
Denied of life that I long so much,
the darling Angel I cannot touch.
In this world I am alone,
these ghostly walls chill me to the bone.
Existance substained, from friends I feed,
but the gentle touch and love I need.
I am a vampire, dead to the world, lifeless inside,
the burning light, this painfull truth I must hide.
Shadows of the Past
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Shadows of my mind
toil and torment in ways unkind
how long will it last?
tortured pain of a unforgotten past
shining light where I fear to tread
in case the beast rise and ripoff my head.
Shadows stir, what could this be?
squint to the darkness, what do I see?
a figure? a outstretched hand?
I take a chance and to my feet I stand.
I reach on out, grab on tight
together we run, for the light.
But the beast stirs from his slumber
rises from the depth deep under
the echo of his growl
he is on the prowl
the sound grows near
and I am consumed by fear.
My heart quickens its beat
as does the motion of my feet
shadows consume, I lose my grip
panic ensues and then I slip
once again I am alone
the ghostly silence chill my bone.
The shadows linger I cannot stay
so once again I hide away
how long will it last?
tortured pain of a unforgotten past
shining light where i fear to tread
in case the beast rise and rip off my head
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